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ix.
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so today i made something quick to post but i'm having second thoughts since apparently my isa design got stolen, like, i knew it would eventually happen because let's be real, this fandom has a thing for copying and stealing, but it still pisses me off. i don't mmd for views/likes/compliments and stuff, i mmd for my own entertainment, sometimes i make stuff for my friends, sometimes i make stuff to cope with my depression, so it feels rather personal, you know? i left tumblr for this very reason, because i didn't want to deal with this crap, and i lost a lot of my internet friends bc of it, now trust me i do want to post stuff and maybe get to talk to you guys, but it's really hard for me, i never trusted this fandom, and i know some of you may be kind and good, but 90% of this fandom isn't, and believe me i know.
i have something ready to be posted, something really really old that i just quickly cleaned and revamped, but now i'm having trust issues. don't wanna sound like i'm uhm showing off? as i said i'm in no way good at this, i don't consider myself an artist, but it bothers me how something made for fun has to be turned into drama. i bet you guys have ideas too right? sketch them down, write them, mix n switch them up, you'll get something unique out of it, so why steal?
i might think about this, i just might, but for now i guess i'll have to keep my stuff for me, that is until i can get to trust you guys enough. truly sorry about this, don't want to sound rude or anything, hope you guys will understand. (:
i have something ready to be posted, something really really old that i just quickly cleaned and revamped, but now i'm having trust issues. don't wanna sound like i'm uhm showing off? as i said i'm in no way good at this, i don't consider myself an artist, but it bothers me how something made for fun has to be turned into drama. i bet you guys have ideas too right? sketch them down, write them, mix n switch them up, you'll get something unique out of it, so why steal?
i might think about this, i just might, but for now i guess i'll have to keep my stuff for me, that is until i can get to trust you guys enough. truly sorry about this, don't want to sound rude or anything, hope you guys will understand. (:
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viii.
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i got the strong urge to try and get back to my mmd stuff because my girlfriend made me thirsty for seifer and xigbar again, i never really finished my old models so i might, just might finish those up. a lot of people keep following me but i don't know what they're expecting from me but lmfao expect something soon?? even if it's just a pic of rox or something.
to the people who keep following me, hello there, it's nice to meet you, sorry about the dead af profile.
to the people who keep following me, hello there, it's nice to meet you, sorry about the dead af profile.
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the heck
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i haven't really gotten back on here or anything but i suppose i should at least write smth lol i'm not dead even tho i wish i was but i don't have my mmd files anymore, i only have a backup of my rovaleis models that i never finished, and i don't know if i'll ever do tbh so there's that.
mmd shit aside i hope you guys who follow me had a nice christmas/new year and hopefully a good valentines, sorry this is late, and sorry for the people who have msgd me and haven't gotten a reply yet, that was rude of me.
that was it, i'll be online for a bit so, see you around? i guess!
mmd shit aside i hope you guys who follow me had a nice christmas/new year and hopefully a good valentines, sorry this is late, and sorry for the people who have msgd me and haven't gotten a reply yet, that was rude of me.
that was it, i'll be online for a bit so, see you around? i guess!
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idk actually
1 min read
i dont have my mmd laptop w me at the moment so im kinda stuck doing nothing but play khx lately
not like i'm complaining bc my japanese team is helping me out so much i'm so grateful to have such a lovely team my dokis
and ok KH3 hype and young eraqus and all but i'm not going to sit here and write about my overwhelming feelings
just wanted to let people know that i wont be able to access my files anytime soon so idk how long it's gonna take me to make the rest of my edits.
there were a few surprise edits i wanted to make but i dont even think i'd be able to make them anytime soon.
blegh, if anyone plays KHx on here let me know so i can add you on SEB
jean out
not like i'm complaining bc my japanese team is helping me out so much i'm so grateful to have such a lovely team my dokis
and ok KH3 hype and young eraqus and all but i'm not going to sit here and write about my overwhelming feelings
just wanted to let people know that i wont be able to access my files anytime soon so idk how long it's gonna take me to make the rest of my edits.
there were a few surprise edits i wanted to make but i dont even think i'd be able to make them anytime soon.
blegh, if anyone plays KHx on here let me know so i can add you on SEB
jean out
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thanks (?)
1 min read
so i just noticed i got 50 watchers and thats a lot 4 me so idk what to actually do?? i've been kinda busy but i guess i could have finished the models long ago if i just wasn't so lazy.
im not sure it'll be anytime soon but i do plan on making a pack for the 50 watchers gift thing, so please watch out for that? not sure if i should do it right away or finish lea and vani first.
anyway thanks for watching and sorry for the gay (sorry not sorry tbh) hope you'll enjoy my future posts too
i haven't used my roxas reaction icons in forever rip
im not sure it'll be anytime soon but i do plan on making a pack for the 50 watchers gift thing, so please watch out for that? not sure if i should do it right away or finish lea and vani first.
anyway thanks for watching and sorry for the gay (sorry not sorry tbh) hope you'll enjoy my future posts too
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