so today i made something quick to post but i'm having second thoughts since apparently my isa design got stolen, like, i knew it would eventually happen because let's be real, this fandom has a thing for copying and stealing, but it still pisses me off. i don't mmd for views/likes/compliments and stuff, i mmd for my own entertainment, sometimes i make stuff for my friends, sometimes i make stuff to cope with my depression, so it feels rather personal, you know? i left tumblr for this very reason, because i didn't want to deal with this crap, and i lost a lot of my internet friends bc of it, now trust me i do want to post stuff and maybe get to talk to you guys, but it's really hard for me, i never trusted this fandom, and i know some of you may be kind and good, but 90% of this fandom isn't, and believe me i know.
i have something ready to be posted, something really really old that i just quickly cleaned and revamped, but now i'm having trust issues. don't wanna sound like i'm uhm showing off? as i said i'm in no way good at this, i don't consider myself an artist, but it bothers me how something made for fun has to be turned into drama. i bet you guys have ideas too right? sketch them down, write them, mix n switch them up, you'll get something unique out of it, so why steal?
i might think about this, i just might, but for now i guess i'll have to keep my stuff for me, that is until i can get to trust you guys enough. truly sorry about this, don't want to sound rude or anything, hope you guys will understand. (:
Listening to: dive in
Watching: detective conan